wads love

i kinda found my special sum1 ..
im sure abt this feelin but her? ionno..
shes leaving n im leaving soon too..
i tink its not da right time but so wad..
da problem is..
i'll nt be able to concern/care abt her..
i kept thinkin tht im nth..as in im a person where she can find at anywhere,anytime..
thts y i nvr dare to go forward..
when im drunk, yes..
thts when i can express myself to her.. but why?
i hate things tht happen when one is drunk..
when u drunk, wad u said might nt mean anything...
but wad i confessed was true..i noe wad i said,n i noe wad i was doing..
sumtimes, even if u really truely luvs sumbody, tht doesnt mean she'll luv u back..
tht means, it doesnt mean she'll get along wit u..
she told me,... she has a lot of flings.. she was? im nt sure..
im seekin for the truth..
i need to noe more abt her..
..but i tink time doesnt allow me to..

ionno.i love u.i really do